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Chapter 4

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  Wolves in sheep's clothing Beware of strangers bearing gifts, as this usually means they want something in return. Social media is a cesspit for people who want to exploit and con you, they want to use different platforms to stroke peoples egos, “oh would you like more followers we can help” or “Hi beautiful you would be a great fit for our brand “ and   “would you like an opportunity to earn money” but what they don't tell you is that there is always an initial outlay and if you are gullible you will fall  for it, they can then have permission to bombard you with messages with more offers, spend this to get that, and you can earn this if you just by one more item. Fact is I have yet to earn anything or see any return for the money that I have put in and I refuse to spend anymore.  If your willing to invest in your social media platforms, then you can make it work for you i'm not saying that it doesn't work all i'm saying is, surely you can make it work with what...
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Chapter 3

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  Let the show begin So after a week of posting my professional photos, my confidence in how I look and feel is growing but I still have a little doubt and self criticism. My attitude towards myself has changed. Now I can see what needs to be improved, and what I can live with. As time goes on, I can change these small annoyances that are getting me down and sowing the seeds of doubt. It does not help when every other factor in your life seems to be battling against you, every step of the way.  I just want to have a life that I can be proud of and not have people judge me as if I was beholden to them. As if I owe them something, when all they need to do is get up off their arse and do what they enjoy, do it without having people tell them it's not for you!  Who needs that in their life…why do people feel like they need to involve themselves in others lives when they’re not welcome?  How am I meant to grow as an individual if I listen to the doubters and the sour puss...
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Chapter 2

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  Time for Change  I'm a big believer in change should start within, and to be honest if you're in denial of anything needing to change then you're only kidding yourself. Those around you always see it first, as you may display certain traits or characteristics that may be negative, that being said sometimes it does take someone who knows you to tell you this needs to change. Me…I'm a doubter. I doubt myself and people I'm not sure of, other people's intentions towards you. I'm paranoid about why people treat you the way they do and why someone would want to treat you badly or indifferent to others. When someone treats me kindly, subconsciously I'm trying to work out what their ulterior motive is, their modus operandi. I don't mean to do it but, when someone you love, says or does something to question your narrative on your relationship, it makes you question everything else about your life and how you perceive that person. Why can't they just b...
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Chapter One

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  What a Bold Move!! Change is meant to be a good thing. I mean, if you are going through a major change and you feel a need for something to make you recognise your self worth. Then you look for something that is going to recover your sense of self and that feeling of being free to shrug off what was once a stranglehold on your mental health. Finding me again is going to be a challenge. By creating a paper craft project, a photo album, or something that is tangible, which can be manipulated, that's easy but to reincarnate yourself you first have to figure out who you were and who you are wanting to be.  My sister summed it up quite simply “what will make Sharon happy” and I didn’t know how to answer that. Maybe I just needed some suggestions but it made me want to just hide away because I couldn't even remember what I used to be like before I was married. In a nutshell I was so busy  making everyone else happy that I forgot how to make myself happy. Then it seemed that I...
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