My Platinum Model Journey

  Time for Change  I'm a big believer in change should start within, and to be honest if you're in denial of anything needing to change then you're only kidding yourself. Those around you always see it first, as you may display certain traits or characteristics that may be negative, that being said sometimes it does take someone who knows you to tell you this needs to change. Me…I'm a doubter. I doubt myself and people I'm not sure of, other people's intentions towards you. I'm paranoid about why people treat you the way they do and why someone would want to treat you badly or indifferent to others. When someone treats me kindly, subconsciously I'm trying to work out what their ulterior motive is, their modus operandi. I don't mean to do it but, when someone you love, says or does something to question your narrative on your relationship, it makes you question everything else about your life and how you perceive that person. Why can't they just b...

  What a Bold Move!! Change is meant to be a good thing. I mean, if you are going through a major change and you feel a need for something to make you recognise your self worth. Then you look for something that is going to recover your sense of self and that feeling of being free to shrug off what was once a stranglehold on your mental health. Finding me again is going to be a challenge. By creating a paper craft project, a photo album, or something that is tangible, which can be manipulated, that's easy but to reincarnate yourself you first have to figure out who you were and who you are wanting to be.  My sister summed it up quite simply “what will make Sharon happy” and I didn’t know how to answer that. Maybe I just needed some suggestions but it made me want to just hide away because I couldn't even remember what I used to be like before I was married. In a nutshell I was so busy  making everyone else happy that I forgot how to make myself happy. Then it seemed that I...